onwards or outwards
Posted: 19 Oct 2015, 16:50
Hello everyone!
ETc has been my passion for many a decade, unfed unpaid and sometimes unappreciated i go onwards in search for the ultimate goal to have the ETc server a place to be everyday!!
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2 of your leaders are not active, which leads only me to do things,
i am trying as hard as i can to be in and around the server while the other leaders fix there lives,and meanwhile i have 4 children in mine and a silly heart condition (thus far unfixable)
Now, because i am the only active leader this means i have more to do, i have more things to say to people,and i see more problems, ( all Very minor).and i gain more enemies
so its the REACTIONS from people i see of late that's really started to take shape,i have personally seen this pattern repeat itself so often, its really the only truely thing about ET that makes me sad. let me explain..
Confident people. CONFIDENCE ,its really an important attribute as an admin, but when you are found to be (possibly) in the wrong, i expect that This confidence is put aside in replace of ~Experience.
i am a Leader i have to act like one, be like one, let me tell you on a personal level, because of my crazy nature,i Do bend the rules slightly, but Never to favour myself, only to create a moment of crazyness and livelyness that the server's atmosphere could benefit from.
So. When i see members not acting the right way, do i watch them ruin the server as they obliviously think about themselves,or warn them ?"rhetorical"i warn them. If i dont, then i am not a dependable leader and chaos will follow.if i am not being a leader, then this means we currently have No active leaders.
Then Everyone is entitled to act how they please and some will be good, some will be bad, then the good argue with the bad, then there is tension then arguements, then a kick or a ban, Dog eat dog, is this how you want a server?
We have new players not fully understanding how to watch if teams are unfair, OLD members not watching if teams are fair,members not like these members because they are not watching the teams, then they complain to me, then i warn, and then another problem arises, i am informed, then i warn,and the confidence of the admins in game at the time question Me on how i assume,or Say that they act inappropriate.come on!!!!!!
so i am doing all the warning and dictating, and AS USUAL i make enemies along the way, because they think i am PERSONAL when i warn them.
pitka insulted me alot this week yes pitka, the guy i Spotted, Recruited, then promoted, then complimented Many times public about how helpfull a medic he can be, does this stop him from insulting me and calling me gay everytime i kill him, i have reacted these ways as follows > gay (lol) gay (yes sir) gay(come on bro im not gay ) gay( Private message : from me to pitka: why insulting me all the time bro, pitka reply gay is happy)gay( private message again to pitka, from me, Stop insulting man, pitka reply yes but gay means happy too,i am reply well i am 38 i know what all versions of the word mean, why would you call me happy when i kill you, pitka reply, whatever...so i tell him remove his tag, and now he back peddles sorry guys i love you and miss you,and , this story will continue with someone else same fashion.
kourosh insulting EVERYONE NONE STOP for fun? yes. and he will continue to say fuck you to everyone and then mask when he truely means it, old tricks in the book make me sick, and i see all , the last years again<< and with confidence again,i see members rise from level 6 good people to level 555 idiots, who think they are at a safety barrier from anyone telling them how to stop acting inappropriate.Half the server do not know kourosh is insulting his friends, and im sure half his "friends" dont" ,none the less i dont care, insults just create an atmosphere that is truely against what i am trying to accomplish here, and i Wont allow such strong personalities to shine through my admins that will cause damage to others.Making the ETc administration unity a complete shamble.admins swearing "
its sad for me to warn kourosh because i personally like him, but when i warn him he removes tagg and leaves the server, even after i repeated myself 6 times that i Do like him.
Drama. not enough? then go and find a little website here https://primewire.unblocked.la/ great stuff there . then get your fix of whatever drama you like then after you can connect to the war game run by admins ok? and many other admins also acted like this, g8, gouki FRIENDS OF MINE that claim i am playing god, well i am here for all exposed and ready for counters,i will leave and the server will too, or? we can like, not be so proud when we log online and work as a fucking team?.
ET should be a dead game its still alive because of what has been done Thus far, for those people who think ETc is alive by chance you need re-educating.
there is an infrastructure within the walls of this clan,and it has delicate walls sometimes .
how about you never played ET before and cannot kill so your best chance is to have the ability to kill straight away if you can have panzer, which you cannot in ETc because rosebud,kourosh,darkblood,have it
or arty you cant use because assa or scream have it,or the tank has not moved for 20 minutes and noone is making that executive decision to swap teams ,and allies grow smaller
(small problems) but delicate.
So when noone see's the problems and i do, its a leader's job to inform people who can make a difference, any of you guys are welcome to make a poll and kick me from the clan and make another leader lol goodluck with that shit.
i like you to understand also sparky has hit some smoother parts of his life that in my opinion he truely deserves,and jay is atm also has hit a curve in his life that could make a tremendous benefit for him and his health so gooduck to them both!! and lets not let them down, with or without me as leader you guys have there clan in your hands, do as you will.
ETc has been my passion for many a decade, unfed unpaid and sometimes unappreciated i go onwards in search for the ultimate goal to have the ETc server a place to be everyday!!
. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
2 of your leaders are not active, which leads only me to do things,
i am trying as hard as i can to be in and around the server while the other leaders fix there lives,and meanwhile i have 4 children in mine and a silly heart condition (thus far unfixable)
Now, because i am the only active leader this means i have more to do, i have more things to say to people,and i see more problems, ( all Very minor).and i gain more enemies
so its the REACTIONS from people i see of late that's really started to take shape,i have personally seen this pattern repeat itself so often, its really the only truely thing about ET that makes me sad. let me explain..
Confident people. CONFIDENCE ,its really an important attribute as an admin, but when you are found to be (possibly) in the wrong, i expect that This confidence is put aside in replace of ~Experience.
i am a Leader i have to act like one, be like one, let me tell you on a personal level, because of my crazy nature,i Do bend the rules slightly, but Never to favour myself, only to create a moment of crazyness and livelyness that the server's atmosphere could benefit from.
So. When i see members not acting the right way, do i watch them ruin the server as they obliviously think about themselves,or warn them ?"rhetorical"i warn them. If i dont, then i am not a dependable leader and chaos will follow.if i am not being a leader, then this means we currently have No active leaders.
Then Everyone is entitled to act how they please and some will be good, some will be bad, then the good argue with the bad, then there is tension then arguements, then a kick or a ban, Dog eat dog, is this how you want a server?
We have new players not fully understanding how to watch if teams are unfair, OLD members not watching if teams are fair,members not like these members because they are not watching the teams, then they complain to me, then i warn, and then another problem arises, i am informed, then i warn,and the confidence of the admins in game at the time question Me on how i assume,or Say that they act inappropriate.come on!!!!!!
so i am doing all the warning and dictating, and AS USUAL i make enemies along the way, because they think i am PERSONAL when i warn them.
pitka insulted me alot this week yes pitka, the guy i Spotted, Recruited, then promoted, then complimented Many times public about how helpfull a medic he can be, does this stop him from insulting me and calling me gay everytime i kill him, i have reacted these ways as follows > gay (lol) gay (yes sir) gay(come on bro im not gay ) gay( Private message : from me to pitka: why insulting me all the time bro, pitka reply gay is happy)gay( private message again to pitka, from me, Stop insulting man, pitka reply yes but gay means happy too,i am reply well i am 38 i know what all versions of the word mean, why would you call me happy when i kill you, pitka reply, whatever...so i tell him remove his tag, and now he back peddles sorry guys i love you and miss you,and , this story will continue with someone else same fashion.
kourosh insulting EVERYONE NONE STOP for fun? yes. and he will continue to say fuck you to everyone and then mask when he truely means it, old tricks in the book make me sick, and i see all , the last years again<< and with confidence again,i see members rise from level 6 good people to level 555 idiots, who think they are at a safety barrier from anyone telling them how to stop acting inappropriate.Half the server do not know kourosh is insulting his friends, and im sure half his "friends" dont" ,none the less i dont care, insults just create an atmosphere that is truely against what i am trying to accomplish here, and i Wont allow such strong personalities to shine through my admins that will cause damage to others.Making the ETc administration unity a complete shamble.admins swearing "
its sad for me to warn kourosh because i personally like him, but when i warn him he removes tagg and leaves the server, even after i repeated myself 6 times that i Do like him.
Drama. not enough? then go and find a little website here https://primewire.unblocked.la/ great stuff there . then get your fix of whatever drama you like then after you can connect to the war game run by admins ok? and many other admins also acted like this, g8, gouki FRIENDS OF MINE that claim i am playing god, well i am here for all exposed and ready for counters,i will leave and the server will too, or? we can like, not be so proud when we log online and work as a fucking team?.
ET should be a dead game its still alive because of what has been done Thus far, for those people who think ETc is alive by chance you need re-educating.
there is an infrastructure within the walls of this clan,and it has delicate walls sometimes .
how about you never played ET before and cannot kill so your best chance is to have the ability to kill straight away if you can have panzer, which you cannot in ETc because rosebud,kourosh,darkblood,have it
or arty you cant use because assa or scream have it,or the tank has not moved for 20 minutes and noone is making that executive decision to swap teams ,and allies grow smaller
(small problems) but delicate.
So when noone see's the problems and i do, its a leader's job to inform people who can make a difference, any of you guys are welcome to make a poll and kick me from the clan and make another leader lol goodluck with that shit.
i like you to understand also sparky has hit some smoother parts of his life that in my opinion he truely deserves,and jay is atm also has hit a curve in his life that could make a tremendous benefit for him and his health so gooduck to them both!! and lets not let them down, with or without me as leader you guys have there clan in your hands, do as you will.